league of my own

It's never easy to walk away from something.
A job.
A car.
A friend.
A lover.
A mate.....

But sometimes the only thing you can do is walk away.
Because.
Because of all the excuses you make up to rationalize your actions.
Because your actions are taking over for you.
They stand in place sometimes when you just "know" things aren't "right"

It's still never easy.
It still creates feelings you don't want to have, feelings you have no idea how to deal with.

Sometimes you're lucky and something happens that is so unforgivable, it creates a wall....builds upon the wall really.......





I was out of your league....
and you were twenty thousand underneath the sea
Waving affections
You were out of my league
at a distance that I didn't want to see
Down to the bottom

I wanted a junction, and often there was one
You'd surface face first and we'd share thought bubbles
and I still believe in the phrases that we breathed
but I know the distance isn't fair to cross

I was out of your league....
and you were twenty thousand underneath the sea
Waving affections
You were out of my league
at a distance that I didn't want to see
wanted you nearer

Your depths made a pressure that punctured my works
and all your fluids couldn't tolerate the force of my thirst
I love the place, where we shared our tiny grace
But just because it's real don't mean it's going to work

I was out of your league....
and you were twenty thousand underneath the sea
Waving affections
You were out of my league
at a distance that I didn't want to see
wanted you nearer

and true affection floats
true affection sinks like a stone
I never felt so close
I never felt so all alone

I was out of your league....
and you were twenty thousand underneath the sea
Waving affections
You were out of my league
at a distance that I didn't want to see
wanted you nearer